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The Borderlands; Beautiful but Broken

Lush, sprawling green hills, bountiful fruit trees, and a sunrise to contest all others is not what comes to the minds of most when thinking about the state of Arizona, but I promise I’m not making it up! I recently returned from a nine day leadership program in Windsong, Arizona, where this description lives true. Needless to say, I was shocked to step out of the van to so much green! The mountains from the photograph are known as “the sky islands”, which I think suits their sudden presence so beautifully, and the landscape you see above is also referred to as “The Borderlands” – serving as a meeting place for two countries, two mountain ranges, and two deserts – and though it is beautiful, there is much that is broken there as well; I’ll expand on that later.

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Enjoying the views on day one!

Staying on a working permaculture ranch, I had every opportunity to experience the diversity that Arizona has to offer (which included hanging out with the ranch’s resident wolves, Anubis and Felice!), soak in the wonderful Windsong sunshine, and enjoy the sweet taste of homemade prickly-pear syrup (which is delicious, by the way!). Of course, we also had the chance to learn about, and then try our hand at permaculture in practice! What is permaculture, you ask? It is a series of sustainable design principles meant for living on this planet, and that benefits both parties: us and the earth.

We had two opportunities to really dive into permaculture, first of all on the property where we were staying, building ‘tubs’ for planting. Being desert, the ground in Arizona is very dry, and so doesn’t absorb water quickly – the tubs we helped dig will act as barriers between the water and the nearby hills, keeping it from draining away, and allowing it to sink into the ground. This saves so much water, as it means that no one will need to water the plants planted there – at least not as frequently!

Our second big experience with permaculture came with a visit to Deep Dirt Farm Institute, a project with a pretty inspiring story behind it! After 19 years of a successful real-estate career in California, Kate, the farm’s owner and visionary, realized that the life she was living wasn’t good for her health – it was quite literally making her sick – and so she decided to do something drastic; she moved to a plot of land in the middle of the Arizona desert and began to build a farm, out of garbage. At Deep Dirt, one man’s trash really is another woman’s treasure! Using satellite dishes, old metal siding, and pipes, her and her husband (a welder by trade), have created a sustainable home and farm, which is also absolutely beautiful! At Kate’s farm, we had the chance to get our hands dirty building a water catchment system in the dry river bed.

We also spent a great amount of time during our stay learning about the social justice issues that face the area’s population, and this is where we start to get into the broken more so than the beautiful. It’s taken me a full week to sit down and write this blog, and that is mainly because my brain is still processing everything that I witnessed and learned during my time in Windsong. So, I’ve finally decided to start here:

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The Nogales, Arizona – Nogales, Mexico border.

The Nogales, Mexico – Nogales, Arizona border. This is what America calls a “fence”, which in my mind is quite the inaccurate choice of word.

This is what I call a wall.

Since 1918, the city of Nogales has been divided in two – split straight down the center by American border patrol. Families, friends; sorted by mere chance onto either side. This was no security measure, just pure discrimination. Supposedly to keep out Mexican terrorists, the wall serves to keep families apart instead. To prove the absurdity, the only two recorded terrorist attacks committed by immigrants to the United States were committed by Canadians, and I don’t see walls ‘protecting’ our shared borders.

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Standing where Jose Antonia, 16, was shot and killed by border patrol.

Standing at the border wall, purple stickers were scattered across the metal bars. We soon learned that the stickers were a call for justice, calling for action on the case of Jose Antonio, a 16 year old boy who was shot and killed by border patrol in 2012 – shot ten times, 8 in the back – for attempting to visit his brother over the wall. The case has yet to be brought to trial.

 

Speaking with border patrol later in the week it was clear again that their mentality towards the wall and its purpose differed drastically from ours – the agent strongly reinforcing the idea that it was a fence, not a wall, and that racial profiling and discrimination weren’t present in border work, something we witnessed first hand as being entirely false.

Contributing to the great divide between two countries is NAFTA, having created a partnership benefiting all parties save Mexico. As a result of unfair division of resources and power, many on the Mexican side of the border live on less than $3 a day, earned working in factories exploiting cheap labour. Earned working in factories that produce so much of what we consume on a daily basis. The conditions are so terrible that many choose to seek out a new life, chasing the ever elusive American Dream across the border – only to be shot, arrested, or turned away; and that’s only if they survive the grueling heat of the desert during their travels there.

Only two in five survive the journey.

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On the migrant trail

As part of our social justice training, my group had the chance to hike an active migrant trail out of Patagonia Lake State Park. Most migrants would walk for days, we walked for two hours. Most migrants would be wearing heels, dress shoes, suits, and dresses in hopes of finding a job upon their arrival – we wore running shoes and hiking gear. Most migrants wouldn’t risk carrying more than 500ml of water with them for their entire journey – we carried liters for a fraction. We so obviously had an easier path – and yet we, with our many, many advantages, still struggled. The migrants that walk the trail every night are driven by the hope of a better life. Many carry photos of the families they are leaving behind, hoping to one day earn enough money to be reunited on the other side of the border. The journey is dangerous, and though their odds aren’t great – they face it anyways. When we reached the point in our hike where it was time to turn back, we stopped to reflect on the question “what do you carry with you?”, “what drives you, on your journey to achieve social justice?”.

 

Later in the week, we arrived at the city courthouse to witness something called Project Streamline. As its name suggests, the project’s goal is to streamline the process of putting illegal immigrants through the court system. Sitting at the back of the courtroom, we watched as 34 immigrants were asked two questions each: “yes” or “no” to confirm their name, age, and place of residency, and then “yes” or “no” to whether they agreed with statement of “guilty”. With eight immigrants called up at a time – two per microphone -the entire process took thirty minutes.

All of us sitting at the back were shocked at how dissociated and inhumane the process was – not even allowing the immigrants to say their names or the word “guilty” out loud. Not to mention the fact that each of the immigrants was shackled, despite no indication of violent tendencies. When speaking with the judge after the trial, I asked for clarification on the reason behind the shackles, and had to push for further explanation after the judge’s initial one word response. Finally, I was told that no, none of the immigrants had shown any tendencies towards violence – the court just wouldn’t pay for the two marshals per prisoner it would require to allow them to be unshackled. Coming to America in search of the American dream: safety, security, and financial stability, and greeted with shackles, a criminal record, and deportation – without even being granted the dignity of speaking their own name in court.

It’s absurd how much meaning we’ve managed to give to borders, when ultimately they are a concept of human imagination, and for the most part hold no physical presence. I ask you to consider, what would a world without borders look like? We were, after all, at one point in time, one country, and one people. And as a wise man named Pastal said to me during my time in Arizona, “we don’t cross the border[s], the border crossed us”.

Where there is struggle, there is also strength, and the communities of Tucson and Patagonia have it in droves. We had the chance to visit a few different projects exemplifying this strength, one of which was Mexicayotl – a charter school that, in the words of Chris Tse is “giving the finger to the system”, and doing quite a good job of it! In Arizona, despite its obvious proximity to the border, it is illegal for schools to teach in both English and Spanish. However, Balty, the founder of Mexicayotl, found a loophole – being a charter school, the school is allowed to teach its students bilingually. The school also teaches about the area’s native history surrounding the Mashika tribes, who colonized North America well before Christopher Columbus, but who are ignored in American textbooks. The students answer to a conch shell instead of a bell, and take part in traditional Mashika dance – they are also the only American school to have a traditional headdress on display in their hallway.

During our visit to the school, Balty introduced us to the framework of leadership as it is taught in their school: conócete, conóceme, relaciónate, trabaja. Or, in English: know yourself, know others, inter-relate, work together – a framework that we came back to frequently throughout our leadership training, and that makes an appearance in the school’s mission: “learning because of who we are, in two languages, to become critical thinkers, within a process of learning through application, resulting in the full spectrum of “interculturalism”.

Another group doing some amazing social justice work is the Nogales Mercado Farmer’s Market – a group of locals who came together to solve a problem in their community: access to good, fresh, nutritious food. Built around a set of train tracks, tons and tons of fresh produce crosses through Nogales on its way from Mexico everyday, headed for larger production centers across Arizona – but never stopping in Nogales. Seeing this, this group of locals rallied local farmers and artisans to create a beautiful farmers market in the city’s center!

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At the market!

This blog, though by far the longest I have ever written, does not even begin to touch on all that the borderlands has to offer, or all that they have taught me. I have left a piece of my heart in Windsong, and a piece of Windsong will always remain in my heart.

I hope that in reading this you have learned something, and that you will take away a greater knowledge of the issues that are affecting North America and the world – maybe something here will even inspire you to further your research, or take action.

That’s all for now, stay tuned for my next adventure!

X Leads!

Yesterday evening, I returned to Ottawa after having spent a week on the gorgeous campus of St.FX University in Antigonish, Nova Scotia. I was there taking part in a leadership program that I had been fortunate enough to be accepted to earlier in June, a collaboration between St.FX and Me to We fondly known to its participants as “XLeads”.

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#XLeads

If you know me personally, or if you’ve read my blog before, then you’ll know that I’ve been involved with Me to We for many years now, but I can say in all honesty that the community I was a part of at St.FX was unlike any other I’ve ever experienced. After spending only 7 days with each other, this group of 76 young people – most of whom came into the program as strangers – became a family. We sang, danced, laughed, and cried together (there were a lot of feels), and the stories that were shared will stay with me forever, as I now consider them a part of my own. These stories were all so different, and all so beautiful. There were stories that broke my heart, of always feeling alone, and of being discriminated against, yet there were also stories that gave me an insane amount of hope – stories of youth led initiatives and actions that were truly changing the world. Whilst sharing these stories, one of our facilitators said something that I think really stuck with our group that week. What she said was that “there is beauty in brokenness”. That statement, for me, meant so much. Watching all these people whose stories maybe hadn’t always had happy endings in sight, take up a pen and start writing their own – creating beauty from their broken pieces – was so inspiring.

With our spectacular facilitators Tina and Amar!

With our spectacular facilitators Tina and Amar!

Although the people were definitely the best part, the programming was aso amazing! The program was filled with such amazing workshops, and I learnt a lot about issues that I hadn’t yet had the chance to explore. We had workshops on world issues, sexualized violence, mental health, and also had the chance to learn about community and international development at the Coady institute – which is widely recognized for its work around the world. We spoke with university students and professors about what the university experience would look like at St.FX, and also about how we could continue on a path of leadership in our post secondary education. Since I learnt so much, I’m not going to try and fit it all into one post. Instead, I’m going to break it up into smaller pieces and post one every week or so for the next little while – concluding with the launch of my action plan after I attend Take Action Camp again in August! I can’t wait to share all that I’ve learnt with all of you!

Live life – like a donkey.

I just found this story on Facebook, and I had to share it! This donkey is a perfect model for how we should all live our lives!

“One day a farmer’s donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn’t worth it to retrieve the donkey.

He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone’s amazement he quieted down.

A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up.

As the farmer’s neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotted off!

MORAL : Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds of dirt. The trick to getting out of the well is to shake it off and take a step up. Each of our troubles is a steppingstone. We can get out of the deepest wells just by not stopping, never giving up! Shake it off and take a step up.”